Now, it might have been the jolt from those two cups of coffee, but I credit the morning of spirited discussion with my later motivation. After the coffee, I headed straight to the gym. While walking on a treadmill, I realized just how stressed out I've been about classes. Truth is, I just don't feel I've made adequate progress so far. I decided I would take action - make a smart choice. I vowed to knock out one entire assignment - no matter what it takes - today.
It's been many years since I was a full-time writer so the weight of the mountain of writing that lies before me and the necessary research (or my irrational fear of it) was getting to me. I do this to myself and it is not helpful. Realizing it is half the battle, though. So, I started to write. I chose the simplest, shortest project (even though others are due sooner). In just three hours, I had the entire thing nearly complete. That's one book analysis under my belt. Woo hoo! I need to refine it in the morning, of course, but the hard part is done. As I wrap things up on the computer, I feel 100% better. Yes, I can do this. We can do this. We are capable of so much more than we imagine. I'm betting I'm not alone in the fact that I am sometimes my own worst enemy.
The key to facing a mountain of work (school or otherwise) is, as I've said before, tackling one small bite at a time ...one step at a time.
Tonight, I'm off to walk the Labyrinth. I'm looking forward to parading through a large circular maze with a group of strangers at exactly 9:09 pm (on 9/9/09). I'll share the details of what promises to be a unique experience in tomorrow's blog... same Bat time, same Bat station!
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